The Puritan

The Puritan

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

That there is a Devil, is a thing doubted by none but such as are under the influences of the Devil.”

-Cotton Mather

 

He realized that the rituals of mysteries performed around him were not fit for his intellect, but for the minds of weaker willed individuals. Yet there was no doubt that Ambrose had succumb to a singular intoxication for the festivities that he proclaimed to be so far above. Unfortunately, if he had not resigned himself to his own insignificance in the ceremony as a mere acolyte, he might now be the one adorning the pillar of fire, or might even be the masked supplicant leading the ceremony known as the ‘Birth of Totengott’. But because of his disillusion from the sect which he pronounced as juvenile he shall never attain such titles with them, or lead them to proper enlightenment.

But how was it that he harbored such contempt for the ones who had before lessened it? That sinuous gathering of night-worshipers was very disquieting, and the more he lingered with their company, the more it was he felt a sense of shuddering awe. And, indeed, it was awe that inspired desire in him to achieve a particular transformation into the being known as Totengott the Puritan. To accept him is to become him; his assimilation into your person is but a subtle change in perspective and in aspect. Within all does he rest, and within all will he awaken. And Ambrose achieved this when he finished immersing himself in the delight of decay and rot, of disease and pestilence. His vestments were but tattered cloth, his residence was a thatched thing of straw, mud, and mortar atop a foundation built from the ruins of a pig farm. And, he gathered from the farthest reaching corners of the colony all things which reflected in his eyes the understanding, or dare he say, the beauty, of death. The ‘yard‘, (if such a title could be bestowed upon a field of mud, sty, and dissolved farmhouses) was decorated with the corpses of half feasted animals. Upon the edges of the roof he hung the bones of all things human or animal he could find, and from the ceiling interior he had strewn the dried hides of children to which the townsfolk looked for in vain. And he had placed the jars of their eyes, heads, hearts and hands in various stages of dissolution upon the windowsill to be admired by the guests that supplicated him daily.

From his venerable Tartarus he would entertain guests of an utmost enjoyable caste. To the murderers, rapists, serial arsonists, occultists and witches his doors were always open. And to engage in colloquy with the foulest of the world’s inhabitants was the highlight of his life, to which his sound sleep would recall to him the particular moments of enlightening conversation. And, finally, through all of his being there festered a gruesome contentment. But it did not last. How could it? He realized that his passions ran deeper than any others, and that such efforts were never made by the ceremonious ghouls which had been his kinsfolk for so long. Their trivial, surface scratching on the edge of the cosmic threshold was – to him – akin to reading the title of a book, and claiming to know it’s full contents.

And it was this ignorance – this placid denial of the deeper intricacies of his religion – that the colony showed him over time. And that is where such contempt was formed that Ambrose, in a moment of realization, opted to dissolve himself of any responsibilities in their sect and to star in his own ceremony, on his own stage, on a day of his choosing. Still, if not for these lepers, would he not be in a gibbet on the northern side of town, presented as a supper which even the crows would refuse? His first encounter with the colony was many years ago. Centuries, perhaps. It was on a parched, freezing, evening solstice that he crawled on all fours through the brambles and undergrowth of a dense pine forest, flayed and weary, shackles dragged behind him in the frozen mud. Over his head were the darting arrows of red light, cast from the pursuers not far behind him. The condemned know of little else but the desire to survive. And so, with the last vestiges of his strength, he refused to consent defeat, but pulled himself forward through the frozen wastes to find a new home.

The righteous mob stopped their pursuit and turned back home, so that he could rise and limp the rest of the way towards the colony he had heard so much about. Upon mounting the crest of a summit, he witnessed in awe the gyrations of their Yuletide rites which inspired in him a sense of wonder. In the chlorotic glare of a sickly fire there were throngs of naked figures groveling in a foreign tongue to a pillar of flame, clung to the shape of some amorphously sinister creation of wood and leaves, an ignorant interpretation of what he should come to worship. But upon this sight he fell madly in love, adoring the intricacies of their heretical worship. Weary and wounded, fatigued from his escape from that dungeon cell, Ambrose stripped himself of all clothes, ran towards the pillar, and joined the sect in dance. He would have held their hands in merriment had they possessed any.

And, now, the preparations were complete for his ceremony… that is, all except one striking difference between him and the congregation he would speak to: his skin was too pure. To become something ethereal, something drowned in the essence of distilled life, he would need to embrace the diseased rot of that mongrel colony. So he strove to wed a wife, a leprous thing with bony limps and boiled skin, which would assuredly bestow upon him the blessing of her condition. It did not take long to persuade a dying woman of the benefits from taking his hand, for she would be privy to untold splendor.

Ambrose, concealed in a costume that hid his rotting flesh, was assured of his transcendence to ‘pure’ worship. He observed in contentment as a pillar – amorphously shaped, and sinfully disparaged – was lit by his own followers. The spasmodic shadows cast gnarled patterns from the burnt oak trees which swayed in the night wind. From under the lichens, from within untold crypts, and from between the trees there oozed the throngs of dancing revels; mad, noiseless ghouls of the dragging dead. They adorned the pillar of sickly fire and spun in hideous gyrations as the drums began to sound, precipitating as they did the flutes to echo from the abyss in droning keys. He lifted his hands into the air and began to preach. And preach he did, as fluently as one would expect, for as he held his sermon there spoke the voice of no man, but of Totengott the Puritan.

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Something Left Behind

Something Left Behind

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

And when you look into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you.

-Nietzsche

August 5th, 1934

Dear Lillian,

Your letter has brightened my day, and I am glad that you still fare well in Cairo without me. Moreover, I finally have news to share with you. Albert and I have gone upon our separate ways, and I have opted to continue with my own independent research. Still, the departure of Albert resonates with me, as he was the actual genius behind most of “our” work. I lack motivation, inspiration, or ability – but I will try my best to begin where we left off. I have rented out a cabin in the Alps to house myself, since he has purchased our old mutual residence and evicted me from it. I am in solitude here, except for the presence of Samantha, who is as vigilant a guard dog as ever. I am sorry that I am not coming back to Egypt to be with you. I cannot leave my work uncompleted, or these two years will be for naught. Hopefully by the time you receive this letter I shall have breakthroughs of my own to share.

And yes, my dear Lillian, I believe it is possible to enter the dreaming subconscious mind while retaining full consciousness. Albert believed that it can be achieved with certain nerve and tissue realignments. But I believe it to be more… philosophical. Spiritual, if you will. Imagine, Lillian, that the act of falling asleep ‘here’ brought you to full awareness in another world as fresh, alive, and aware as you are right now, and that to fall asleep ‘there’ would bring you back.

All my love,

  Joseph Blackwood

I

A man trailed his hand over the vacant shelving of an enormous book case, and stood upright in fevered concentration, intent on finding a title out of sight. He pried a book off the topmost shelf, sighed in relief, and dusted it off. The illustrious cover bore gold binding and strange inscriptions. A breeze of autumnal air swirled around the room, and carried the aroma of the fire from a great pit which blazed outside the terraced window of his study. He gazed around the room and absorbed the details of the furniture and their arrangements: Dried yellow paint cans were discarded in the corner; the light fixtures were bulb-less; the door was hinged shut; the yellow sign was drawn properly on the door; all of the carpeting was stripped out of the room, and the odor of gasoline still lingered on his clothes.

He quietly paced the room with the book opened to about half way, practiced various hand motions, and mouthed words to himself with a look of contempt. The noise of a dog barking a short distance away rose to a cacophony, but was suddenly ceased by a sudden and deliberate thud, whereupon he clasped the book shut and moved to the windowsill. The sun hung somnolent over the snow capped mountains, but cast no shadows with it’s pale crimson vibrancy, and all the air was sweet and still with the fragrance of the coming spring and, at intervals, calls from the evening things echoed from the depths of the forest to beckon him. Above all else towered the venerable hill of books, still ablaze in a tremendous inferno.

An airy, croaking shuffling began to resonate from the stairwell as some lumbering thuds drew closer to his position by the window. Upon recognition of it, the man opened the window and climbed outside upon the terrace. He was haggard and unkempt with blood stained clothes, and a stark white beard did little to disguise the features of a gaunt, fear stricken man. He leaned over the edge of the balcony, mouthing words of ritual to himself. He nodded, stood upright, and threw a piteous look up at the sky. A flock of gulls were flying south over the crest of the forest. They called in wild anticipation to the sea, the placid immemorial ocean miles away on a stretched horizon of mountains and spruce trees. A violent clambering began to assail the locked door of the study, and after a few moments of waiting he had thrown the book into the fire below him. Upon the book’s impact he collapsed sideways upon his terrace, as if he were made of stone.

II

Come in, please! Thank you for showing up; really, thank you. I wasn’t sure you’d make it after all.”

I told you I’d be here. Where can I put my coat?”

The door closed shut behind him, and after the bolt was latched, he was brought to a rack of hooks near the entrance. The room was aptly lit with the dancing fire of two towering candle fixtures which illuminated the spacious cabin entrance, decorated by various tapestry and paintings. “I like what you’ve done with the place,” The guest complimented as he disrobed himself of a bridge coat. He turned to face his nervous host, who was frozen in concentration.

So, Albert, can I interest you in some tea then? Or perhaps water?” He broke out of some trance, and offered his guest immediate pleasantries.

No. Something befitting of the subject, Blackwood.”

I thought you quit the bottle?”

And I thought I quit all this.

Blackwood left the room when Albert’s focus shifted to a picture above the door mantle. It was a solely environmental piece of an ancient cemetery, dark and foggy, under the veil of a thin waning moon. Various outlines and peculiar silhouetted shadows between the crypts, headstones, and skeletal trees suggested ghoulish population dwelling just out of the peripheral of the painter’s perspective. He shuddered.

A door jarred open as Blackwood returned to the antechamber carrying two glasses. He handed one to his colleague, and ushered him forward into a dining room. He placed his own drink down on a table, and seated himself next to it. He signaled Albert to an identical chair adjacent to his own, but the guest coolly walked past.

Joseph Blackwood… I never thought I’d be talking to you again, honestly. But I’m going to cut straight to the issues,” He began as he turned away from another piece of artwork. He furrowed his brow at Joseph who recoiled slightly. “you should remember that when we agreed to part ways, I told you never to contact me again, under any circumstance, unless it pertained to Lillian. And, considering she is fine and well, and that she has already warned me of your lunacy, I suspect other things are what brought me here tonight. Despite my pleas and defense in your favor initially, by god, man, you truly are a case for the asylum!”

He brought his sight away from his host who had shrunken completely into the chair and was drained of all colour. Albert, paused for a moment after such a winded introduction, turned his attention to pacing the compact dining room.

But… I have to accept there must be some important reason for your summons,” he finally continued. “you always were pragmatic about this sort of thing. So, get on with it then.” He walked over to the liquor shelf and poured himself another drink. “What the devil is this all about, Joseph?”

Joseph Blackwood rose from his chair and traced his guest with a meticulous gaze, and weighed how to approach the conversation. He was silent in contemplation as he walked towards an obtuse bookshelf. “I came across this book while I was in Egypt. Strange little thing, that book,” he pointed vaguely to the shelf, “it harbors knowledge that I never thought so readily accessible to the common gentleman like myself. As educated as I may be in the, hm, esoteric, I do not thing of myself as anything close to an expert. Because of that… this book took me by surprise. Theories are in here that I cannot even rightfully explain. Moreover to this, beyond the introductory phase, I can honestly say that with this we can complete our research, and whatever dysfunction we may have come to can all be resolved with your acceptance of this… gift… as a means to complete my research. Or, maybe, our research…? Anyway,”

Albert rocked back and forth on his feet in an uneasy hesitancy as his host fumbled over various titles in the shelf. He reached up high and seized a particular title. Shelved between a collection of various philosophical, alchemical, scientific, geologic and historical titles was an intricately embroidered book of black leather and gold ornate inscription.

Doesn’t look familiar” Albert lied, “and given the amount of books we both scoured over to achieve our research, I can’t see what makes this one so important to you as to break our agreement. You found it in Egypt, did you? Did you really bring me all this way just to show it to me? Why not just mail it to me?

Joseph didn’t respond. He opened it to a page near the middle which was illustrated with various notes in the host’s handwriting. Fierce underlines were struck under sentences which, to both men, held connotations of an utmost sinister quality. Albert’s colour left his face, and his face distorted with fear and worry. He looked at his old colleague, who smiled and traced his finger over various passages and laughed to himself quietly. “I need to get out of here. He’s insane.” Albert thought.

There is nothing,” Albert lingered on rephrasing his approach, “….it cannot help you.An occult method to ‘enter’ your dreams is something we discussed and dismissed with prejudice, isn’t it? You were the one, in fact, who rejected the whole idea in the first place. You favored, and eventually stole, my scientific and medicinal approach. God, it is why you own all these books on those exact subjects,” Albert swept his hand in a grandiose motion over the shelf of academic merit. Joseph scowled.

But we won’t get into personal. I know you wish you could be me, I know you harbor a resentment for my abilities in achieving what you couldn’t possibly hope to. I know that you cannot fathom the lengths I’ve taken our – no, my research in. But… look, this line here,” Albert continued as he pointed to a yellowed page open to him, “how does this make any sense in context of the research? It says, ‘A method to enter your subconscious mind can be constructed as easily as a mental door to another room.’ The idea is not only vague but incredulous.” He paused to observe his reticent host, “and this paragraph here:”

The act of sleeping is merely the intrusion of a person or persons into another realm or dimension of reality not bound in our world, but in the next. It is the portal we all can take to observe what is to come for our souls. It is not by imagination but by clear and truthful foresight that the environments and actual stimuli of dream are brought to us. And to live there prematurely, in a permanent sense, while our souls are still locked in our physical prison of ‘this’ realm, requires but a small sacrifice and a spiritual adjustment of the acoylte.. Only upon completion of the ritual can a man permanently reside in Paradise, without fear of waking in the ‘real’ world ever again.”

Joseph clasped the book shut, and fiercely stared upon Albert. “You reject me too quickly,” he fumed. “I invited you here tonight to discuss the probability of it’s success, and how to implement them. To theorize, weigh, and analyze like we did… in our older times of friendship. But look at you now. When you never even read this book before you’re still presumptuous, and superior. What progress can you speak of, Albert? Still wrapped up in the Botany angle? Medicine or drugs, was it? Or was it Lillian you’re too occupied with? I can’t remember“

I abandoned that road,” Albert explained quietly as he ignored the aggression of his host.“I’m not talking about my science now, either. I know where that book came from, and what it holds. I know them all by heart. Trust me… Blackwood, there are no answers there. I am on the verge of breaking through – using surgical methods – to the final steps. I am sorry, but I cannot work with you again for a multitude of reasons but, please, heed my warning: destroy that book immediately, or you will discover what sin really is.”

III

Lillian sat at her desk and organized her outgoing letters to various corespondents. Birds chirped passively, chimes delicately struck in the breezes which carried the scents of dates from the plantation outside, and incense, which swirled around the room in colorful wisps, burned freely from a holder adjacent to her desk. Various musical instruments from Europe and the Orient were displayed across the room, and an ornate lantern cast dim orange glows on the shelving that lined the walls. Two terraced windows captured the view of the setting sun on a peaceful Egyptian countryside, where sand spun in spasmodic patterns and palm trees swayed in the wind.

Pulled out of a trance of thought, she returned to scratching out her rebuttal to the legal implications of her husband’s research. Lillian placed her signature on the bottom, stamped the Blackwood Seal upon the envelope and dropped it into the ‘outgoing’ bin. She leaned back in her chair and heaved a heavy sigh. “How long will this go on,” she lamented bitterly.

Two years since he moved us from our home in France to come to Egypt… and now, another two years since he left on his own to return to Italy, all for that damned research.” She reached across the desk and traced her green eyes over an opened letter. A small frown formed on her face.

He must be telling the truth,” she began coolly, “Albert and Joseph really must have parted ways. Hm… but who will be there to keep him in check now? He has no one to keep him level. Ah… I can’t respond to this. What would I even say? I’d invite myself to move in with him, but he’d just say no, like last time.”

She rose up from her desk and walked over to survey the final moments of a setting sun. The stars were lightly fixed against an arriving inky sky, and Cairo cast the dim hues of orange and yellow cast from far off against the horizon. She turned mechanically upon remembrance, and contemplated an unopened letter sitting at the corner of her desk, addressed to her from Joseph Blackwood as a priority mailing.

I’ve put up with this for years,” she began as she leaned both hands against her desk, “and yet I never confronted him. Never stopped to ask why it is he’s so obsessed with such a… strange idea in the first place. Isn’t all this enough?” She opened the window and gestured the spanning horizon to herself. “This is my world, my home. Why can’t it be his?”

He’s ran after his theories almost as long as we have been together. I wonder which anniversary he’d celebrate first… his ideas success, or ours. And Albert was the only foil he had left. He never listened to me about these things. Who will be his center of gravity? I fear… I fear it will no longer be a who, but a what, that drives him forward. Life is so vague… so mysterious. I feel lost. I can’t live like this anymore. I… I can’t,” she drifted lightly into tears as she returned to her desk and cut open the envelope addressed to her. “I’ll read what he has to say and reply. This is the end of it. I need to move on with my life. Yes, for sure. I need to go forward without him. He’ll never come back.”

Tears dropped steadily on the paper as she unfolded it and straightened it out. Lillian flipped it right-side up and scanned the text. Upon completion she threw it down and rushed out of her room, calling for assistance to getting to the nearest port.

May 1st, 1935

My Lillian,

The sleepless nights have brought to me introspection beyond the usual frequency man is accustom to. Through cold, haunted evenings I have realized that an impassable bridge has formed between us, and my instinct tells me that I shall soon receive letter that you wish to depart from contact with me. I feel it in my heart this is the case. And… know that I understand, I really do. I would not want to know me, either. I only ask that you do one last thing for me, one final gesture of kindness for which I know you possess. You must contact Albert and ask him to come to my residence at once. I am in need of his help. I tried to complete my research… and I failed. I entered my conscious mind, I was capable of that much, through the methods inscribed in a particular book – one which I shall not name, for ignorance alone will protect you – were not exact, nor were they… holy. But the long trip through that venerable land of shadows has brought back something. I feel that some… thing… has returned with me out of the plains of dream, and lives in mournful solitude in the forests. It is something that was left behind when I came back. The evening air carries with it the haunting resonance of unhallowed flutes, and they grow closer each night, so that I could swear they resonate from outside my very window. I’ve found footprints outside in the snow that could have been made by no living creature of earth’s demesne. Likewise, I have found these same prints on the terrace of my bedroom. Dreadful noises and pleas, paired with howling, echo from the depths of the blackened woods I surrounded myself with. There is a placid evil on the air that is only detectable by the sensitive like myself.

Lillian, I am afraid that the only method in which I can dispatch this creature is both confusing and formulaic. The ritual cannot go uncompleted, or this thing will linger still, to consequences inconceivable. Albert will know what to do if you tell him that Blackwood has an ‘uninvited guest.’

Albert must guarantee my success by burning my house, possessions, and anything that remains of the property. I will initially set one to my residence, as well as to my own clothes. If by some chance the fire does not destroy my home, or the books entirely, please, implore Albert to come and finish the job. If I fail, that Stygian thing will still linger on our threshold. I intend on doing it myself, but the wind is so frigid, and this thing could possess certain methods of nullifying the fire entirely if it sees fit. I do not know what this shadow out of nightmares is capable of.

My soul is bound to the book, and it is bound to me. I shall burn every title I possess, and draw the yellow sign to protect myself in the next life. That will be the end of it – the end of me. I mustn’t forget to incinerate my own body, either, before the book’s… demise.

Joseph Blackwood

IV

A woman paced down the hall of a clinic and frantically hailed down a disconcerted physician who, upon notice of her, began to quake and tremble slightly. She stopped her march in front of him, and mechanically, he began a recited speech.“He is completely unconscious. He can’t hear you, so don’t bother trying to talk to him. And… don’t be startled, but his eyes are wide open. Rest assured the coma is permanent.”

Look, I just found out about his health. I chartered the earliest boat I could. You’re telling me that, suddenly, a man in full health dropped into a comatose state? Where did you find him? Was it at my husband’s house?” Lillian asked, shocked. The doctor, stark with fear, shook even more. “No. He was found in his own bed. His Priest realized he was absent from his ritualistic attendance to Mass. Uh… his brain has ceased to function, and he is slipping into bodily vegetative state.” He continued, unphased by her early questions: “Having no next of kin, wife, or notable colleagues, he wrote your name down on his will as his caretaker if things were to falter with his health. Because of this, after a moment, a nurse will come to see you about the decision pertaining the extension of his life support.”

He also wanted your husband to have this. But he’s… he’s passed on, as you know. I’m sorry. So it goes to you. Please, don’t ask – just… here, take it,” he stopped himself from turning away and pulled a small journal out of his pocket. “I read it,” he slipped. “The rest of my natural life will never be the same.”

He hurried away, leaving Lillian behind with a small red journal in her hands. She stood at the precipice of a pitch black room where, “Patient Albert Curwen,” was printed on the plaque of the half opened door. As she entered the light shuddered into a halfhearted existence. It buzzed and blinked between white and yellow, before maintaining a dull sepia tone. The room was unoccupied, except for the patient on the bed. He was propped upright in a sitting position against the back, pillows keeping him postured and a blanket covered most of his torso.

His eyes were thrown open to their fullest, and his eyebrows were distorted in a look of pure hatred. The iris and pupil were hidden beneath milky white cataracts. Lillian shuddered at the sight and seated herself next to his bed. She placed her hand on his, but immediately retracted at his coldness. With nothing left to do, or say, she opened up his journal and began to read.

V

April 28th, 1935

The surgical methods have been applied, and recovery – though oddly sleepless – has been perfect. I suspended myself in a vivid, lucid dream for nine hours straight this evening and began to watch in stoic acceptance as the reality around me phased and shifted into a twisted fragment of what it once was. Certain particular lighting and scenery changes bled through the familiar, and I realized that I was on the threshold of something great. I retained full awareness over my five senses and grasped firmly the concepts of ‘willing’ the evacuation of my reality in favor of a grander, broader cosmic one. Calmly I pulled myself out of a deep sleep, which felt to be only minutes, and awoke on my bed to a shining sun through my window, and immediately tackled some fine tuning adjustments I would need to make for the next evening.

April 29th, 1935

This time my entire room dematerialized before my very eyes. Instead I found myself in the presence of a lone, thin mountain against a horizon of limitless trees. A placid, inky vibrancy clung to everything and I found myself confused at the general aesthetic as there was no discernible ground or terrain to place my feet on. I was floating in restless awareness, and vaguely recall some semblance of conversation, though the words spoken allude me. Still, I could discern sound, smell, taste and consciousness beyond the usual wall of sleep in the conventional sense. Lost of orientation, as if underwater and spun around, I brought myself back to my bed where I found myself still, and cold, from sweat. I had only been sleeping for fifteen minutes this time.

April 30th, 1935

The inhabitants of my dream land call themselves something strange. I have conversed with the ones who dwell in the tunnels, and have grown to hate them. They are manipulative sorcerers in arts that I cannot fully comprehend, or explain now that I am back. There are elements and designs which are entirely alien to the way our world works that they possess with utmost sinister intention. These ghouls of a bygone dimension are nothing but evil, and last night I found myself in combative disagreement with them about certain conditions. They envy me for possessing the ability and resources to transcend dimensional and cosmic barriers, and their avarice grows with each colloquy. I achieved it, why can’t they? Above all else, above their tightly knit gray skin; their gelatinous voices; their monstrous flute beckoning, it is their gigantic, lidless milky eyes I despise the most, which gaze at me with such hatred. 

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Altars of Dun

Altars of Dun

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

 Above the gnarled trees of Dun hung the thin waning moon, pouring its pale beams between horned branches, casting crawling shadows upon the uniform pits which lay below. Stygian crypts exhaled miasmal vapors of earths inner secrets, which collected around their summits of disheveled dirt and dry, aged bones. Archaic carvings of amorphous creatures and ragged, Satyr like deities rested amidst the crude courtyard, and upon the whole place there lingered a vague hum despite no current of wind or physical activity. Pillars of immemorial years slept under fantastic patterns of vines, among which slept little gray apes whose dreams were restless. The columns arched backward upon their bases as the centuried pillars extended along the flattened earth, and among the canopy of endless trees that ascended upon the mountains was, weathered and half obliterated, the gigantic altar which stood as a testament to ages long forgotten.

The Keeper knows nothing of what the altar stood for, as he was young and restless, accustom only to the monotonous task of always servicing those graves. Upon the end of each strenuous evening of thankless digging the Keeper would look longingly upward to that aged monument and wish that he could one day visit its peak to see the lost and beautiful vistas of the world which lay beyond. It was from atop that very architecture that sat the Elder sat, looking wistfully down upon the forests of Dun, and its curious leaping apes and archaic ruins, hoping that one day his feeble and aged body could carry him down to that land which he always dreamed of. For untold aeons he played his viol, his mournful songs reminded him of days he could not remember, but neither fully forget, and for penance the Keeper dug in equal measures of time until at last both men could no longer contain their adventurous spirits.

And so each set out, leaving behind their instruments as they undertook their journeys. The Elder picked up the shovel and began to dig. The Keeper was weeping as he sat down to learn the viol.

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Dark Craft Studios: The Worry of Newport

The Worry of Newport is the award-winning horror/mystery playable story written and developed by myself in 2010-2011. It is primarily a love letter to gothic horror with an extensive, dark story and foreboding atmosphere. It received numerous accolades including story of the year in the contest it was held within, as well as recognition from notable media websites. It was the reason Dark Craft Studios was formed as well.

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Dark Craft Studios: Triptych

Triptych is the title of the Lovecraftian horror/adventure designed and written by myself (Sr. Writer), Ian Wiese (Jr. Writer) and Maarten Basjes & Seaglass (Editors.). I have been the primary game, level, and programming designer of it since inception over a year ago. For those who want to learn more about Triptych, what it looks like, and what it’s about, the information is stored below.

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Linear vs Free Writing

As a writer I find myself transfixed by the process of self-improvement. Of always feeding off inspiration and improving a fundamental inventory of tropes, idioms, phrases, sequences of flow and scenes that are stitched together to make every story. While people tend to frown upon formulaic writing, I’ve been embracing it more and more these days as I grow more seasoned in what I would consider the field of “writing”. That is not to say I consider myself good at what I do, I’m a pebble against a mountain of better writers and strive daily to improve my craft.

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The Moon

The Moon

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

Only when it is waning upon the horizon on starless nights, pouring its pale beams over the ripples of the Nile, do the Sheiks whisper hideously of the Legend of the Moon. Sheiks whose curious ages are but a crease in time compared to the echoing void of life. Frigid winds poured over the mossy fields of the cooling earth whilst creatures of unnameable aesthetic crawled reluctantly into the Stygian tunnels and vaulted crypts of the Great Mountain, progenitors to the forms which grazed nervously from the vegetation soaked into the fibers of the fields. And from the oceans of time immemorial came the hum of pleased creators, with the echoing toll of bells from their temples signifying the dawn of a new age. The final gusts of the star winds swept over the vales of abandoned primordial cities whose inhuman secrets rested in peaceful ignorance. With their knees shaking as they felt ground beneath their feet for the first time mankind rose as the successors to the beings outcast into isolation since times long forgotten. Over the course of aeons man became a collective; forming tribes and settlements and congregations, seeking to worship the only thing they could see upon the sky worthy of their praise– the infantile blood red sun which soared the heavens in solitude.

The Great Mountain was silhouetted insidiously upon the horizon, rumored to be the prison of predecessors of man. Amorphous and without sight the remnants of the royal, the profound, the entitled, the noble and the proud of their kind crawled through the lichens of the earth and sapped the moisture from Precambrian stones and huddled together in absolute darkness, starved of warmth and of the sun which had now shed its bloodied form as it adopted the comfort of orange and yellow hues in accordance to the thankful host that worshiped it upon the Earth. And from the pores of the earth they who were doomed to rot eternally beneath humanity grew in contempt and in jealousy.

It is written in particularly sinister books as truth that from atop the very peak of the Great Mountain the forgotten ones made their announcement, their oath, that they would return some day and take all that they had been robbed of from the world of men and the creators who cast them aside. Upon this pledge there rose once again the cacophony of bells from the placid blue void, the hellish echos of judgment called out from the waves as the waters began to boil with the rage of displeased creators. Men watched in agonized horror as the whole of the Great Mountain was torn from the face of the horizon, lifted as a feather into the sky, only to be expunged effortlessly up into the indifferent void. Nothing remained of the civilization lost to time except their fate, and of the Great Mountain there remained nothing to prove it had ever been at all. As the sun retreated and the last of dusk bled into the starkness of evening there floated listlessly an unrecognized and foreign spherical dome upon the night sky compressed together as of from an immeasurable mass of dirt and rock.

And as their story concluded, and as the children pondered as their eyelids grew heavy, the Sheiks looked up with nervous apprehension upon the moon which hung somnolent against the weeping stars. Their oath to return was remembered, cursing the wise with another sleepless night.

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Feast for the Star

Feast for the Star

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

The arm is extending outward and… it’s in place. The translator is functioning correctly. 1, 2, 3 – yes. Activate the microphone signal… easy does it, people. We want a blinking red light. Good. We only have one crack at this. Are temperatures holding? Yes, yes. Excellent. Reroute cooling fluids to the exterior hull of the studio. The first sign of metal warping and we’re out of here. The translator is now online, we’re ready to activate the conversation phase.

You ready in the ‘studio’, Frost? We’ve practiced this a thousand times. You’ll do fine, chief. Keep calm and only answer when you’re spoken to. Let it introduce itself first. …You’re in place? Alright, Frost, you’re live. I want radio silence people. Stay steady… and go.”

* * *

Frost stared at the instrument panel ahead of him. A wide spectrum of colorful redundancy checks were lit up, from red to green. An amber beacon was lit in the center, indicating that the coolant circulating the capsule and was noisome and disrupting the audio sensory. “I think we have a problem here,” he began, vacantly staring at the light. The spherical phosphorescence was strikingly comparable to the pale, red celestial body only a few miles from the craft. After some nuanced conversation his superiors fixed the problem and the light faded from view. The problem was rectified. This had to go perfectly. There was no room for failure.

Are the speakers on?” Frost asked into his collar microphone.

After a period of utmost silence the speaker system began to crackle with the static of a dim reception. The receptacle was connected to the translator on the actuating arm outside of the ship which faced the star. It was incapable of recording human voices entirely and could sustain the tremendous heat and radiation. The view portal to the direct center of the room was tinted, but the looming presence of that celestial red object was visibly silhouetted against an ocean of inky black. A knot formed in his stomach.

Easy does it, Frost” he thought out loud and released a heavy sigh.

Relaxation was all he could focus on. Relaxation… in a warm home. Frost leaned backward upon his reclining chair and pondered the situation more clearly, a meditation technique he was often reminded to use. Dwindling resources and a need for geographical space to house the ever-increasing population had sparked creative ingenuity in a team of scientists who, in desperate need for funding, turned to selling their own homes and lives in exchange for the required resources needed to construct the last space faring vessel that the planet would ever see. Equipped with the latest in communication studies equipment, the goal of the expedition was essentially to discover the intentions or desires of the withering star and whether anything could be done to save it, a high-branching concept delightfully entertained by a series of boards across the globe. Thermonuclear payloads were theorized to be able to jump start the dying celestial body back into life, or so Frost had theorized… and dearly hoped.

It was another day on the Clearsight, the innocuous space fairing vessel outfitted to partake on this mission which was vested in achieving the continued existence of the human race. And, like the other weeks, Frost’s position as sentinel in the studio room was fruitless. After solitary hours of bitter contention he finally released his frustrations upon the machinery, smacking the microphone out of the way and plunging his feet into the auxiliary equipment. The stress compounded into a bitter migraine and he left, whitewashed with frustrated defeat, to his private lodgings.

The engineers entered the studio a number of hours later and prepared the equipment for the next attempt at communication with that interstellar sphere. When the synchronization was complete with the audio panels, microphone adjustment and more tinkering on the “Translation Computer” to add in more frequencies and wavelengths to interpret, Frost was ushered back in. Sitting down at the terminal Frost beckoned the usual tests into the microphone to placate high command. The speaker system began to hum with the faintest of buzzing as of a locust trapped in a spider’s web.

That isn’t us,” an authoritative voice informed him over his headset.

Frost was startled and leaned forward excitedly. The audio panel display had climbed up from a flat line into a rippling chorus of increasing shapes as the hissing mounted. The atmosphere in the room began to supplicate the fear birthed inside his mind. His hands trembled, clasped to the microphone stand as he pulled it closer in anticipation to reply to whatever was coming. The decoding machines whirred into a flurry of activity, and finally, the playback speakers blinked green. An utterance of dismal clarity reverberated the room:

…”Easy…. does… it… Frost”.

His eyes widened. The speakers were now screaming at him, so he opened his headset and requested for an equipment test. There was no reply. His eyes darted up and down the displays. He must have mistaken it. “A malfunction. I think there’s something wrong wit–”

You… are malfunctioning.”

He had become so uncomfortable that he readjusted his chair and positioned himself, grasping deep for a level of stoic attitude that was required of him. He ignored the flurry of cheers and excited howls from his headset until, finally, their distracting pandemonium forced him to throw it off his head entirely.

I… am malfunctioning too.”

The voice was mostly of a grating, hollow tone that had a timbre of a robotic caste, as of a translator, rather than from organic methods of communication. Still the slightly gelatinous tone and the subtle connotation of the sinister haunted Frost so that he took more than a few moments to settle his unease. Looking out the portal, he leaned forward for his rebuttal:

My name is Alexander Frost and… we are here because of that.” He tackled the point rather poorly, he couldn’t articulate well enough to be succinct.

Where… is here? You are not here yet… you are… there…”

He was unassuming, and looked nervously at the star, as crimson and malignant as it had ever been, floating in dormant space. Around him he could hear the rupturing cracks and pops of overloaded audio panels. He made swift adjustments.

What do you mean by that?”

On that… sphere… Breathing cold air, starving… the desire for… light…”

The scientific pep talks, the learned research papers, the practiced monologues and anticipated replies did nothing for him. Trial and error with the translation equipment, stupendous bonuses and monetary rewards: none of this had prepared him for the actual experience. The metallic, dim room began to become dark with the implications of the void. The chill air began to condense his breath; his shivers were more like tremors and the electronic equipment resonated with dull idioms and chirps, assaulting his ears with laughter and mockery from the darkest corners of the studio. The star leered hideously through that inches wide window. Then there were thoughts of home. He pressed again,

We want to fix that,” Frost replied in a refreshingly cooler and more practiced voice. He had come into his own he thought. “We, as a species, we want to save you,” he continued in a confident tone. “There are some methods we want to ask you about, means to rejuvenate the energy supplies that burn in your core. You are dwindling… passing on. Our objective is to… give you more life. How can we?”

All things… end… I do not… wish to...”

What can we do to help you restore you? Can anything be done?”

David Frost sat for hours in disbelief. The hissing had died down to a suffocating silence which lingered for days on end. They turned to weeks, which bled into months, with numerous attempts at repeated communication ignored by the celestial body. Eventually the fuel supplies were on emergency rations, and the only room kept in active function was the studio itself which housed David Frost, the surviving member of high command, and a few technicians. Eventually it was solely occupied by the apprehensive and starving Frost who grasped tightly at the arms of the freezing leather chair which, for many long weeks, he had lived in exclusively. Multitudes of corpses bounced between the hallways and rooms, the lack of gravity transporting their cadavers from end to end of the lightless ship. The blinking microphone was slower going and the instrument panels began to dim, their back light’s fading. The arches of the audio panel began to spiral upward as the shapes of vocalization took hold. A faint mechanical whirring began to echo the spacious, cool room as a green receptacle blinked on the speaker system. Frost, idly drifting towards the window pane, was retired to the influence of starvation. There was a loud pop – a hiss – and strained stammering of the speakers. The soliloquy rang unheard through the sound system,

You are ‘malfunctioning’.. because you must save me. You… pass on. Your energy… escapes your… your bodies. Where do you think it goes….? It goes here… to me. Your energy will… restore me. It is why you… need to die. I know you are cold, but… you shall be warm here.”

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Temple of the Worm

Temple of the Worm

By Glenn Winkelmann Jr.

I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning.” – Aleister Crowley

 

I

The dim rays of a gibbous moon cast lonesome shadows that stretched across the sleeping valley, while wind poured between the trees, rustling the reeds of the marshy plains into a spasmodic disarray. An overcast began to mount and a lurid discoloration of the landscape highlighted the amber lanthorns proceeding down forested trails, and Aldebaran leered downward upon the throng of figures who silently traversed the rural paths towards the place of their annual worship. It was amid this concourse that I kept my identity a secret: I was disguised in a waxen mask, my hands were gloved, and was hidden under the veil of an enormous ashen cloak. I had the genuine appearance of being one of them. We darted this way and that, silently slithering through the reeds of the encumbering marsh.Ahead of me some of the figures were bipedal and lumbering while others still were leaping incessantly on all fours. I was disquieted and wholly fearful of my company, but I was confident still under my mask. It was a mixture of wax, charms, and feathers, and concealed my true face from the suspicious. I intercepted their secret summons and now, upon this evening, I would follow them to the site of their sinister worship. I was emotionally prepared for the engagement of whatever horrors may lie dormant in the porous caverns they would lead me to, and was equipped with various religious and explosive apparatus to protect me. Upon completion of my mission all of their esoteric hideousness in that vaulted catacomb of ghoulish festivity would remain a blissfully ignorant subject to the populations which lived to the towns adjacent.

A convergence began at a series of focusing trails ahead of the mob which lead to an entrance of some kind. It was a monumental oak tree complimented by a stone aperture, lit by lantern, leading downwards. A number of the procession began to disappear at this point.It was then I was assaulted by the hideous odors of strange incense, and vague connotations of sulfur. It was overwhelming to me and, try as I might, I could not withstand the urge to clear my lungs of the foul air. I released a cough which, to my dismay, caused a mass cessation of our progression. The lanterns were immediately snuffed around me and, with a mind as of the birds, that sinuous gathering of night-terrors stopped immediately and,upon that instance, converged to apprehend me.

I could feel my senses being robbed of natural order whilst they motioned to me in identical patterns of movement. As I ran in stark horror of the situation I realized I could not discern a single sound. There was not a reverberation, nor a splash or patter from the downpour, or a howl from the gusting winds which spun their cloaks around madly. The focus of my anguish was upon the cowled supplicant gaining upon me, its painted eyes reverberate with the inky blackness of the void. It’s subtle twitching of the neck and head towards the left repeatedly increased in speed as it drew closer. It was then that a disembodied voice, hailing from the depths themselves, shattered the placid reticence and betrayed my sanity. It must have said more, but the first utterance was enough to rob me of my consciousness:

Albert Curwen… at last.”

II

Clara and I were unaware that the island of Camille housed a cult who held a cabalistic veneration for the deceased. We would often seclude ourselves from the offensive torment of society within the same forests where their temple resided in shadow. Our attendance to the subtle nuances of nature and introspective conversation would culture in us a lasting bond. And it was under the cool rays of a thinly waning moon that we first heard the flutes. Piping from the abyss of the forest around us were the feeble moans which grew louder in a chorus. The cacophony of dreadful melodies sounded fiendish in design as from the lungs of namelessly despondent creatures. The wind carried the piping’s southward towards the town of Camille which, as tradition dictates, would react with utmost immediacy. Orange glows in the window panes would swiftly be snuffed out; curtains would diminish the silhouettes of reading men or playing children; the bells would toll in all the churches; the electric street lights would cease immediately and the dogs would howl and roar. It was only after the annual concert of those drifting harmonies of hellish intricacy did we learn that winter had arrived.

We lived in a remote cabin nestled between two rocky alcoves, bombarded by the sombre glacial winds. Clara would paint surreal dream-scapes that illustrated the suggestion of nightmarish haunts, or vistas of ulterior architecture of star bound civilizations while I, rested in our study beside the fireplace mantle, would strike out passages and narratives upon my typewriter. For many weeks we lived in creative duality and complimented each others works. Occasionally we switched roles: I practiced my hand at the brush whilst she studied the finer theories of written expression. The image of her long auburn hair swirling in the night wind stayed with me as we watched in worried anticipation upon the crest of the forested hills. Illuminated between the enormous trees were the fiery eyes of some sinister line of marchers, moving towards our residence with startling speed. Her face twisted into a look of fright which confused me as I had not hear what she did – howls of an inhuman aesthetic resonating from that direction. It was upon that Yuletide night that our humble existence was transformed into a violent disarray as our cabin was besieged by a cowled throng of chanting celebrants.

Any rigid weaponry I could muster was used to assail the cackling procession of gaunts which steadily gained territory in our tiny housing. As I was backed into the study Clara cowered behind my shoulders. I struck one of the advancing figures with ease. The waxen mask was dislodged from what should have been its head but, instead, revealed a terrifying void of vacant space.

I do not recall fainting, but I awoke in confusion and startled panic some time later in the bed of a hospital renowned in Camille. The nurses spoke to me considerately but when I inquired about the whereabouts of my lover she only shook her head in resigned ignorance. It took a group of orderlies to restrain me to my bed as I spat and roared. My pledge to return to those forests and find the responsible sect must have been heard throughout the whole of the town.

III

My current predicament became startlingly clear to me as I wrestled myself to consciousness. I was locked to a dank stone wall by rusted chain. My surroundings were decrepit and sinister: a lantern fixed to a sinewy rope bobbed in the current of freezing subterranean air from the ducts adjacent to me. As I gradually relaxed myself and adjusted to that chamber of deviltry I began to analyze it more clearly.. There was blood caked into the cyclopean walls, and the domed ceiling of brick and mortar dripped with an opalescent liquid. It took me too long to ascertain that directly ahead of me was an altar of black stone over which the lantern circled in suspension. In the foreground were iron bars flanked by pillars of an unsettlingly ancient architecture. Out of my immediate surroundings I could discern no sound. Not a footstep nor a procession nor chanting nor the familiar moans of the flutes. I remained mercifully ignorant for the majority of my imprisonment of the skeletons chained directly to my sides upon the same wall, which only near the end twisted my nerves into the stark pandemonium of terror.

I was completely unclothed and robbed of my apparatus and disguise. I remained defenseless amidst that temple of untold horrors. It took aeons for the scene of my torment to change, for as the days rolled on I grew famished and delirious. My struggles had dislodged the bones of my wrists from my hands and, resigning to my presumed death, I began to pray for the duration of my waking moments.

When they entered the dungeon I cannot recall. I awoke to the clattering of equipment and the stealthy infiltration of shelving into my prison. Around me were ghoulish figures of a frighteningly monstrous design. Their stretched gray skin hugged tightly to withering or entirely dislodged bones and eyeless sockets of blackness stared upon me. Their gnarled fingers clutched violently to scrolls and tomes only legend spake of. The altar, previously unoccupied, now housed a slender and tall corpse which was wrapped in embroidered velvet. The rigid cadaver was bathed in what appeared to be salts while flanked by recently lit candles which bore green flames. The lantern in suspension was removed, in its place now a sigil of antiquity which chilled my very soul upon recollection if it’s implication. The veneration of the corpse by these necromantic blasphemers was nigh impossible for me to bear to watch for, in a ritual of respected traditions, they began to read in the most hollow and gelatinous voices from the literature they possessed. The room grew colder than any winter I felt. The previously absent flutes began to besiege us in a hurried chorus of broken notes. Their hollow eyes flexed in unnameable expressions of contempt for me as their words began to pour outward, revealing to me their desire to return the corpse as a mockery against the living.

I began to scream in protest and shrink backward up the wall as far as I could as the rosy velvet upon that slab began to part from the stirring motions of that carrion thing. It rose up to survey the room, rotting and degenerated, and crying out for a familiar name. Upon that moment a gale of torturous wind assailed us from the ducts, dispersing what remained of her auburn hair into the air.

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